paranoisense's Playbook

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paranoisense
paranoisense says:
1/08/2008 1:58 AM
pretenders

__________

All day

Every day

I see so many people pretending

And it makes me sick

and anxious

and tired

Sometimes I get so tired that my reality blends with dream

(which is dangerous while driving)

I drift in and out

Not knowing which is reality

and which is the act (based on reality)

suddenly, someone honks at me

and I flip them off

How dare they invade my life

Fuck it

I am going to lay a unit or two on tonight's late hockey game

and get drunk

and wish it all away

and when I win

I will be the king of my dreams

and you

will still just be an asshole

pretending

~ Shawn